At least ones that don't explicitly connect to a "why" that is deeper than individual happiness. Don't get me wrong — of course I want you to be happy and have a great life! But I also really want us to elevate the conversation.
When I published the first iteration of this website, I was boxing myself in as a traditional life coach (albeit with a less-traditional background as a psychotherapist). And sure, I love the idea of helping my sisters get out of their own way and find greater joy and peace in their lives.
But something didn't feel right. I wasn't excited to share it. And I knew that I was watering myself down — or as one of my mentors Karen Kenney says, "trying to Cirque du Soleil myself" to seem approachable and not scare anyone away. The truth is, over the past couple of years, something has been gnawing at me.
(Oh, and now's the point where, if you're offended by colorful language, you may want to stop reading.)
It feels, to me, like there is far too much separation in the personal development world between our own psychological/spiritual growth, and our growth as a society and temporary residents of this planet that is our very life source.
No, it's not useful to crush ourselves with the pressure of trying to fix or change the world as one individual. But if we don't elevate the purpose of and conversation around our personal growth... then what's the fucking point of any of that work?
Of course, our own pure enjoyment of life is meaningful— believe me, as an enneagram 7, I am all about pleasure and enjoyment. Life should be FUN. As Kurt Vonnegut said, "I tell you, we are here on Earth to fart around, and don't let anybody tell you different."
But in addition to farting around... I think if you've read this far, then you also feel compelled to leave this big, beautiful rock better than you found it.
You may wanna grab a cup of tea, because I have a lot to say here.
I grew up squarely middle class in small town Texas— though, of course, "middle class" is a very relative term when you take a global view. Suffice to say, I've had a lot of privilege in my life, and I now see how I've unconsciously used that privilege to keep social and environmental concerns at a distance.
Because I was sheltered from many of the worst realities of the world, I had a choice of whether or not I wanted to face them... unlike the vast majority of the world's population, who lack that choice.
By the time I went back to school to get my Masters in Social Work, tragedy had only truly struck my life in ways that felt personal rather than connected to those larger issues — mental illness gave me some hell for a while, and claimed the lives of two of my family members.
Though I wanted to "make a difference," I was interested in doing so at the personal or individual level (psychotherapy) rather than at the larger scale, so I chose the clinical track during my graduate program (which resulted in some serious side-eye from my Social Justice professor... #cantblamehim)
I don't regret that decision, as building my practice has been such a joy — but the gnawing guilt of my disengagement with larger issues — or at times, performative engagement — is no longer congruent with who I am and am becoming.
As I've grown and matured, my intention and commitment moving forward is to more fully integrate these aspects of myself and my values— and, through my work, support others in navigating that integration, too.
Over the past decade, I've consumed a lot of content related to personal / spiritual growth and entrepreneurship. In recent years, I've felt increasingly uncomfortable with how disconnected most of those narratives are from the bigger picture.
I'm definitely not saying that I'm doing it all "right" and trying to judge those who aren't — I know I have a long way to go. But it's just a fact that many of those conversations neglect to take into account larger issues of privilege, oppression, and alienation from our earthly source. I'll save details and examples for future blog posts and podcast episodes.
I have a lot to learn, and I'm committed to showing up and doing that work together. As someone who doesn't plan to be a mother, my work and relationships are my legacy, and I take them very seriously.
(Well, I also have to laugh at the absurdity of life, hence the name of my podcast, because we couldn't survive in this insane world without the ability to laugh at ourselves!)
If you're still reading at this point, you deserve a fucking cookie or something. Great job. Also, I have a hunch that you get it and that you're one of my people.
I'm so glad you're here, and I so look forward to navigating this messy journey with you.
Got on the path of recovery from anxiety + an eating disorder
First started practicing yoga in college - was the yoga DVD queen ;D
Started my first full-time job at a PR and marketing agency in Austin
Went to grad school at Texas for my Masters in Clinical Social Work
Completed yoga teacher training; went vegan for the animals
Opened my private practice as a psychotherapist in Nashville; started teaching at Inner Light Yoga
Started my podcast, "What's the F***ing Point?"
Launched this website to expand my work outside the therapy room!
Moved to Tennessee to work in residential treatment for eating disorders & trauma
Got married to Chris,
5th grade teacher
& drummer of our
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